...that can get rid of the need the feeling of wanting to be loved/accepted? Part of me has no problem being alone, then there are times that I'm just miserable. I have friends and family, but it just isn't the same. I've had "relationships," the longest lasting maybe five months, but the only man I have ever truly connected with is my brother-in-law, and I find that the most depressing thing of all. I know that there are plenty of black women who fight convention and have made their own way in the world and have found love, but I'm fairly certain that I'm just too weird for anyone to ever be into me like that. Thanks for giving me a place to vent.
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Re: Is there a drug...
Sun, August 19, 2007 - 10:14 AMHi HataMari,
That would be a nice thing if there was a drug for lonliness, that way, everyone would be with who they are comfortable with. I've been in relationships with women, one at a time, of course, for a period of four to five years, and all of them have left me, for many reasons. But most of the left me, because they couldn't stand to be treated with love and respect...something they never got from their last relationships.
After a while I got tired of being an emotional doormat and decided to look for someone that wouldn't step all over my feelings, or to put it simply, I'm not having someone in my life, just to ease the lonliness.
Those, of course, are my opinions.
Thanks,
Sebastian
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Re: Is there a drug...
Wed, August 22, 2007 - 1:57 AMTry this:
www.youtube.com/watch
I was feeling just as down as you... feeling like there is no possibility for love ever again in my life, and feeling completely alone in the world.
This Nina Simone performance cheered me up. I hope it can bring you a moment of cheerfulness and optimism.
And yes there is a pill. It's called an antidepressent. I've tried it, and it does take the edge off the pain. I've stopped taking it, and now I cry my eyes out every other night with the belief that I am and always will be completely alone in the world.
I'm working on changing that belief, and thus changing my life.
I wish you all the best.
